So do you want to know my secret? Steroid sprays. Rhinocort for the nose and Symbicort for the lungs. Who says that small amount has no systemic effects? I have not been so sharp-witted and marching up and down the house catching up on housework for a long, long, time.
I still have the pain but it is a bit less I think because I forgot to take my Targin one night.
As for the leg calf bulge, it must be muscular because I've been getting cramps in the same muscle and neither magnesium or quinine are helping.
As for the weight gain, it seems I have a type I (i) metabolism since menopause according to a survey I completed.
Don't you just love these lyric, this lady and how she copes and thrives despite having Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (M.E)?
Check out some of her music videos below and head to the itunes store if you love her stuff too.
I CANT STAND THA RAIN, ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES
SAY WINDOW PANE DO YOU REMEMBER HOW SWEET THINGS USED TO BE
NUTHINS THA SAME SINCE THAT DECEMBER, YEAH, WHEN I GOT M.E
SEE, I USED TO HAVE A LIFE THAT WAS BACK IN THA DAY
BEFORE CIRCUMSTANCE CHANGED AND TOOK IT AWAY
NOW I CANT PLAY CANT WORK A NINE TO FIVE
BUT I STILL THANK GOD FOR KEEPING ME ALIVE
COZ I'M A SURVIVOR NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS
LIFE IS STILL BEAUTIFUL, DON'T LET ME FORGET
COZ SOMETIMES WHEN I'M DROWNING I CANT SEE THA VIEW
AND THAT'S WHEN I NEED YOU MY FRIENDS TO PULL ME THROUGH
I STILL GOT A FEW BEEN THERE FROM THA START
THEY WOULD NEVER LEAVE OR DELETE ME FROM THEIR HEART
OR THEIR FACEBOOK OR TWITTER, WHATEVER THA BUZZ
TRUE FRIENDS LIKE FAM WILL ALWAYS HAVE LUV
AND I WISH I COULD JOINEM OUT ON THA DANCEFLOOR
WISH I COULD DO ALL THA THINGS I DID BEFORE
INSTEAD OF HERE LISTENING TO THA TEARS COMING DOWN FOREVER MORE
AND I CANT STAND THAT RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES
YA LOOK AT ME WITH SUSPICION I KNOW THAT YOU DO
COZ IF YOU CAN'T SEE THA TRUTH HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S TRUE?
IT'S LIKE A BOOK AND A COVER, WAIT UP AND TAKE A READ
IF YOU TAKE A LOOK INSIDE YOU'LL FIND ALL THAT YOU NEED
TO CHANGE YOUR MIND COZ YOU'LL FIND THAT WALKING IN MY SHOES
AINT ABOUT BEING CRAZY, IT'S ABOUT CRAZY VIEWS
OF THA IGNORANT PEOPLE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW I CAN LOOK THIS GOOD BUT BE ILL ON THA OTHERHAND
YOU CANT SEE CANCER OR HEART DISEASE
YOU WANNA SEE ME IN HELL FOR YA NEED TO BELIEVE?
I AINT DUCKING AND DIVING AN SWINGING THA LEAD
WHAT I GOT IS PHYSICAL AND NOT IN MY HEAD
I WISH YOU COULD SEE PASSED THA LAUGHTER I EMBRACE
I WISH YOU COULD SEE IT'S A COMPLEX CASE
IF YOU CANT TRY AN UNDERSTAND, STAY OUTTA MY FACE
COZ I CAN'T STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW, BRINGING BACK SWEET MEMORIES
I CANT STAND THA RAIN ON MY WINDOW BRINGING BACK THOSE MEMORIES
IT'S A GOVERNMENT COVER UP THEY ALREADY KNOW
IT'S A VIRUS INSIDE US, JUST DON'T WANT IT TO BLOW
COZ THEY KNOW ITS IN OUR BLOOD THAT'S WHY WE'RE BANNED FROM GIVING IT
I KNOW ITS F*CKING PHYSICAL COZ I'M THA ONE LIVING WITH IT
TRY AND HUSH IT UP AND MAKE OUT THAT WE'RE CRAZY
BUT WE AINT SHUTTING UP TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY, TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY, TIL THA TRUTHS OUT BABY.
She describes herself as Urban Artist Mama Chill, Songwriter all genres, M.E sufferer, Dream
Therapist, Hornet&Gooner, Vegetarian, Chocolate eater, luv to Laugh
coz lifes too short ;) xxx
She is popular in Watford, Herts, UK and cherished by M.E Sufferers worldwide as their voice to be heard.
